#140: Live Like There's No Tomorrow: fallen IDF soldier Natan Rosenfeld’s Parents on Faith, Grief & Choosing Light
From the Inside Out: With Rivkah Krinsky and Eda Schottenstein
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Avi & Sam Rosenfeld on Losing Their Son Natan in Gaza: Faith, Pride, and Choosing Light After October 7
In this episode of From The Inside Out Podcast with Rivkah Krinsky and Eda Schottenstein, we talk to Avi and Sam Rosenfeld, who lost their son Natan, a combat engineer soldier killed in Gaza on June 29, and reflects on the rupture of Simchat Torah 2023 and October 7 for the Jewish people. They share Natan’s personality, aliyah from London to Israel when he was seven, and how his friends and community honor him through gatherings, stickers, Torah scrolls, naming newborns, and projects like a pergola in Yerucham and a flower gemach. Avi describes Natan’s death in an RPG incident that he views as involving miracles, and both parents discuss grief, resilience, and their differing relationships with emunah and Hashem, including ongoing struggle, simple faith, and gratitude. They explain why they would make aliyah again, support their son Zevi’s upcoming combat enlistment, and emphasize choosing light, doing good, and living fully in Natan’s memory.
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CHAPTERS
00:00 Introduction
04:32 Meeting the Rosenfelds
06:03 Birthdays After Tragedy
08:38 Natan Birthday Tribute
11:37 Keeping Home in Light
12:31 Aliyah and Service Pride
15:04 Holocaust to Jewish State
18:29 Who Natan Was
22:42 The Day Natan Fell
27:38 Avi Emunah Rollercoaster
34:52 Sam Simple Faith Path
38:44 Finding Gratitude in Tragedy
40:17 Faith and Daily Rituals
43:24 When Will We Dance Again
48:20 Community and Support Networks
53:42 Turning Pain Into Purpose
56:56 Choosing Light Over Darkness
01:00:05 Living Legacy Through Good Deeds
01:06:32 Lessons From Torah and Parsha
01:09:41 Live Like No Tomorrow
01:12:30 Life Is a Gift Farewell
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