Failed State of NoGo Sweden (Swe-people)

During an interview on national radio here is a sumup of the terrible development in Sweden of it´s many nogo zones and insanely high crime rate. Mothers getting shot, point blank in broad daylight - carrying her newborn infant in her arms. Police getting executed in one of those - for standing and talking with local residents. But why, when and could this have been prevented...? Today Sweden stands as the most dangerous country in Europe - rapes, shootings, bombings and executions are being equal to an lowgrade civil all out war.

My god, this is the second night in a row that i actually knocked my demons out already after 20 minutes this time!! After having woke up completely terrified, not deared to to anything but i only sat there in my bed, i somehow gathered my thoughts and made it to the turntables. Withot having any memory what so ever of even getting there or powering up the system. And after one failed mix-cue-point at the beginning, i felt i had to land every single one and soon felt how it slowly became this demon-knocker aswell of highest end & energy dance mix. Letf them so tired that yjey went back to hell i think, even before the bell rang and closing time - so tired now that a hardly can write this. But i feel like if i don't have this up now as a victory sign-ish, they will slip right back as i left the back-door open this night. And i badly need to get some sleep now. 

It feels so good, i know i sound crazy but in my head and state of mind - its all in order. And mixing a new found tool to mix the hell out of my fears. Express myself trough very loud music and it is just me and my demons-dance.



Hope you like this one too. 

Enjoy! Love, Tommy 

During one hour this night, i completely went for a knock in the first round and never earlier have i been able to beat them around the floor making them so tired after being occupied in trance of heaven touched dance mix. Never stopped mashing up the demons who stood no chance this night for one hour straight! Hig-Nrj  - and it comes directly from the turntable, not even being edited.



At least it felt so good. Hope you enjoy it.

 Love, Tommy

Another terrifying night resulted in insomnia, and one crazy insane hi energy dance mix. 

Played the hell out of my demons, keeping them occupied on the dance floor instead of jumping back into my head. 

Think they are tired and went back to hell for now, as I actually feel calmer and almost, tired... Think my fear of falling asleep is gone for now. 

And thanks a million to you who were with me live on this (in the making) and fed me tracks n tunes. Be sure to have this for you to download. 

Thank you - you have no idea of how much it means to me, only to know that you are/were there. Means the world, really (even if we have never seen or talked!!) 

My god - so I say, good night and hope you enjoy it. (Maybe this is the key for all Dj´s - to play in a terrified lonely insomnia state ;) 

Love, Tommy Deogan 

Lets just face those demons once and for all. #DemonDance. 

Knowing very well what is needed to be done, in order to swing back at them. But that is also being the most scariest and heavy thing to do. 

Never talked "against" in 43 years, so i know how deep down they are hidden and these demons come swinging from. 

And from radio-recorder intelligence agent who summarized it all. 

Putting it all down to mixes who turns out to be just as strong and great as my completely terrifiying & paralyzing demons are strong. 

Almost feels when in that state of mind, that if i stop mixing and feeding them with hi energy great mixes - they will turn their attention to me and dance inside of my head instead. And this, i rather shot myself then having them in there.