Athena Dean Holtz is a longtime entrepreneur and publisher, and we spoke about how unprocessed trauma quietly shaped her biggest business decisions. After losing a 20-year, $3.5M company through deception, she was forced to ask, “How did that happen?”—and realized she had been leading from wounds she had never allowed to heal.
She explains how optimism, workaholism, and chasing success became a form of avoidance: “I was self-medicating with work and success,” rather than grieving losses or seeking closure. That avoidance made her vulnerable—ignoring trusted warnings, overriding integrity for short-term cash flow, and not listening when she felt prompted to stop. The turning point was choosing the harder path: reflection, discernment, and firm boundaries, even when money was tight.
We also talked about her redemptive leadership framework—recognizing trauma in ourselves and in teams, naming loss instead of suppressing it, and leading with compassion over pure output. As she puts it, “You cannot resist what you do not recognize,” and leaders who ignore pain end up with burnout, turnover, and broken trust. Her approach is practical: slow down, invite honest conversation, resist isolation, and surround yourself with people who will challenge blind spots before decisions are made.
This conversation offers founders and leaders a clear lens for making better decisions—by healing first, setting non-negotiable values, and building businesses that protect people, integrity, and long-term purpose.
Key takeaways
- Unhealed trauma can quietly distort major business decisions.Work and success can become avoidance instead of healing.Ignoring trusted warnings increases risk under financial pressure.Set non-negotiable values, regardless of short-term cash needs.Recognize loss and trauma in teams to prevent burnout.Isolation weakens judgment; trusted community strengthens leadership.